Monday, December 27, 2004

A new poem

Just Like Ching

On the passing on to eternal life of my mentor, Concepcion D. Dadufalza, professor emeritus of English and Literature at the University of the Philippines.

by Mila D. Aguilar

Just like Ching.
She would choose to die
The day after Christmas,
On the anniversary
Of the Communist Party of the Philippines,
(Which I doubt she knew)
Ten days after her birthday party
(Which I have never been able to attend).

Just like Ching,
Or maybe just like me,
Not to see her off,
Not to bother to say hello
For more than a year.
Or was it two?
I cannot tell.
I also didn't see her

When I disappeared into
The fastnesses of the cities
Of the nation,
Carrying her Hegelian dialectics with me
Her Teilhard du Chardin,
And most of all the knowledge of hubris
Ineluctably emblazoned on my chest
By her Oedipus Rex

Without the Oedipal complex.
Even after my season underground
There seemed to be no reason to see her
Until I felt compelled
To watch her teaching her Oedipus again
In almost exactly the same way
She had done it two decades before
Only I couldn't remember the answers anymore.

Not even when I started teaching again,
After twenty-nine years, did I see her often.
She was there with me, looking at my students,
Bowing down eye-to-eye to hear every word.
I didn't shed a tear at her passing.
We will see each other again,
At the dialectical end of life (or is it death),
There where there is no hubris.


December 27, 2004
6:45-7:17 pm

4 comments:

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Have been to blogexplosion on jin's recommendation, registered, am now a member. Wow, but it takes time away from other work, huh! You kids may want to try it, though. Charmaine? Jennifer Nancy?

Corsarius said...

hi ma'am! you've got a nice blog running here :) i'm also from UP Diliman (undergraduate lang po mula Engg). i've never been your student. i'm sorry for this out-of-topic comment, i was just really glad to come across someone who's Filipino and from UPD in Blog Explosion. newbie blogger lang po kasi ako (http://corsarius.blogspot.com). anyway, more power to you ma'am! i've read your poems, and they were magnificent!

mda said...

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